Yesterday, I received the email from Open Performance Certer of England.  They told me the good news that they accepted me to as a trainee there.  I had applied to this position during the new year at home and wish that I can get it some how.  But yesterday when I got the permission, I felt uncomfortable for the change.

     I told to many many friends, anyone I can see on line and talk about the project and my thought.  I also phoned my parents and it's the first time I asked them advise serioursly.  They seemed not so surpport me in this case thought they gave me the chance to decide myself.  Hard decide, right?  I told that going outside is my dream, but when the opportunity happen before me, I choose to give up.  What hell am I? I donno...maybe the unexcepted change scare me, or maybe sth here I can't give up..anyway, I think my life is going better and better and I do believe some day I can get to my dream..

 

ps:have problem to go to my chinese blog...long time not writing..sigh~~

    have lots of pics to show and travel logs...just wait the damn blog to open to mainland ...